optimistic cynic

NO.

Not gonna get a crush on someone just because we talk on facebook. 

that moment when a guy you’ve been praying for says how he needs to pray more about his future. 

o.O

that moment when you realize you’ve im-ed with the same guy 3 days in a row…

and you’re not sick of it. 

shereemurrayx:

& you’re ex boyfriend

shereemurrayx:

& you’re ex boyfriend

Once I get 2 assignments done…

I’ll reward myself by making a list of what I want in a man.

Wait, is that even a reward? Seems more like torture. :/

O, you insufferable fool! Inconsistency is your talent and petty rivalry your motive. May we never know the intimacy of being acquaintances

If you make the rules

can I get a glimpse at list

so I can play too?

I fulfilled a requirement 

 a commandment

but instead of it being filled with passion

it feels like something to mark off my to do list

this experience is different than ones I’ve had in the past. 

He asked for space but offered to give me a ride home, texted me, im-ed me on facebook…

I’m sorry, how is this space? 

Hahahaha 

:] 

But I don’t mind it too much. 

Dream

Last night, I had a bizarre dream. I was pursued by a man I didn’t want. In fact, whenever he came near I ran away, practically in tears.

Suddenly, a different man came forth. From the moment I saw him I knew one thing:

He was the man I was going to marry.

Needless to say, I felt melancholy when I woke up.

After denying it for almost two years..

I want to get married.

I want to have babies.

Most of all, I want a partner. I hate the idea of doing Missions alone. What I want most in a guy

-In love with Jesus

-Respectful of me & others

- Funny

-Respected by others

- Faithful

That is basically what it boils down to.